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(Tolucan
Times, August 6, 2000)
It
was a twist of fate for Juanita Ortega when she found out in April
that she had won six weeks at CASTALDIS KILLER BOOT CAMP in
Burbank. The following letter sums up how Juanita landed in BOOT
CAMP and her experience so far.
Since 1990, Ive suffered from an eating disorder called
bulimia and I was once upon a time a thin girl. Then,
after my grandmother died, I all but gave up on life. I began to
cope with my loss by filling the empty feeling with food. I didnt
eat because I was hungry. Then, as things got worse for me with
family, school, boys (you know the typical adolescent stuff), my
weight went up and down. At one point I weighed 95 pounds. With
one tragedy after another, I again filled my emptiness with food.
I was not losing weight, I was losing myself and that
little girl inside me who used to make me smile when things got
tough.
No
matter how hard I tried to get rid of the fat, nothing I did worked.
When I moved here from San Diego, I had finally had enough. I had
left behind my boyfriend, my family, my friends, and I was having
difficulty finding a job. I could not fit into any of my clothes.
I went from a size 5 to a size 20, from 95 pounds to 220 pounds.
I could not handle this any more. I wanted to end my life.
Things
only seemed like they were getting worse, until I came across an
article in The Tolucan Times about a fitness program called Castaldis
Killer Boot Camp. It told the story about a woman named Margie
Hammer and included her before and after
pictures. At first, I thought this was just like all the other diets
I had tried and failed. The article came with an offer to enter
a contest for a free Boot Camp by writing a letter on why you should
be chosen to win it. I put the article aside and forgot about it.
Then one day, I was so depressed I decided to write my letter to
this person who called herself the Master Chief. I wrote about my
weight problem and how people would look at me and make fun of me
because I was fat. I poured my heart into this letter because I
knew I would never send it. I didnt want someone else coming
into my world and hurting me again. My pain up until this point
had been enough. This letter was intended for my eyes only, and
to help inspire me to do something with my fat self. Well, one day
my mother asked if there was anything to mail. I told her to mail
some letters on the counter. What I didnt realize is that
one of those letters was the letter to Castaldis Killer Boot Camp.
By the time I realized the letter had been mailed I couldnt
do anything about it.
My
grandmother always told me that things happen for a reason and nothing
we can do will prevent Gods will. Well, she was right. A few
weeks later, one of my co-workers came to me and told me that I
was in the newspaper. I just laughed. I thought she was kidding.
It turned out I had won the contest. I had won the six weeks of
Castaldis Killer Boot Camp! I couldnt believe I had won.
I had never won anything before this. Not only that, the article
asked that I call the Boot Camp because my letter didnt include
my address or telephone number!
Well,
Master Chief Tina Castaldi and I finally met. She was so great and
such a pure soul, I knew God wanted us to meet and He had sent me
the answer to my prayers. Tina weighed me in, enlisted
me, and on that Monday, May 1, 2000, I started my first day of Boot Camp.
Boy, I never thought Id make it through the first week, but
with all the positive and sincere energy that came from Tina Castaldi
and the rest of the campers, I knew that I had found my sanctuary.
I am working hard and I have become determined and dedicated to
a strong and tight body!
I
signed up for the next camp and this time I was the one who helped
those who thought they couldnt make it. I believed in them
just as others had believed in me. I learned at Boot Camp anybody
can lose weight as long as they eat right, exercise and most importantly
believe in themselves. And believe me, youll definitely hear
the Master Chief order you to Run or Drop
and give me 20!
I am glad I had the chance to go to Boot Camp and to regain the
confidence I had lost. I have the integrity, the power and the drive
to be all that I can be. I have gone from a size 20 to a size 16,
from 220 pounds to 200. And most importantly, I learned that loving
myself will not be defined by a number of a scale. Because loving
comes from within. With my new determination and with the encouragement
of my next Boot Camps, I will reach my goal of 115 pounds by the
time the holidays come around.
- Juanita Ortega
Juanita
says she has acquired mental confidence, as well as physical satisfaction.
She explained that her energy level is up, her attitude is more
positive and she has gained the courage to deal with lifes
everyday stresses.
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