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Dear
Master Chief,
You have already changed my life! After finishing my third session
of Boot Camp, I feel wonderful, and am myself again after a long
haul.
Perhaps
I should start by telling you about myself. All my life I have battled
with my weight. I was a spindly, sickly little thing, and so my
parents, being the good parents they were, made sure to feed me
constantly. Even in our old home movies, I ALWAYS had a cookie in
my hand! This turned me, by second grade into a roly-poly. ("All
the more to love" said my teachers). When I was in sixth grade,
my mom joined a program, and I got thin. Even so, not being athletic
at all, I battled weight with diet alone. I was always the last
to get picked for team sports, and NEVER, NEVER, NEVER ran! I was
always more likely to sit and read. I
managed to exercise sporadically over the years, and diet as my
weight went up and down. Although I didn't have a consistent program,
I usually would catch myself before I got too out of hand (read:
too fat) but anytime I was under stress, I would find myself overeating.
If I told you all the "diets" I tried, you'd laugh ( or
maybe cry, knowing you). Fasting, Atkins, Pritikin, low fat, low
carb, all raw veggies, diet shakes, name it and I tried it.
For
the last four years, though, I thought I finally had a handle on
it. Suddenly, I wasn't very hungry, I was working at a job I loved,
and I thought maybe my metabolism had changed. Then I was diagnosed
with kidney cancer. No wonder I had been wasting away!! No wonder
I had felt so weak! (I had thought that I was just out of shape
... how easily we fool ourselves!) After the surgery, I bounced
back, felt good, but since there was no longer a bowling ball sized
mass smooshing my stomach and my body wanted nourishment to heal,
and my life was crazy, and I gained (count'em) 50 pounds!!! I was
horrified!!! I was out of control!!! I was desperate!!! I tried
dieting...couldn't do it... I tried the gym...didn't go...
THEN
Kristina Sanborn had been going to Boot Camp, and I had watched her
go from a zafting woman to BUFF CHICK.... She had invited me to
come as a guest camper, and suggested I call you before coming.
When I called you, instead of asking to be a guest, I just signed
up, and came the next day.
At first, I walked, and stopped, walked and stopped... my first
mile was 15 minutes. But everyone cheered when I crossed the line.
All through camp, everyone cheered me on and encouraged me, and
my goal was to be able to run by the end of camp. My only competition
was with myself, and though I walked most of the laps, my energy
tripled, and my waistline shrunk, and my self- esteem grew!
At the end of my third camp, I found that I LIKE running! I've taken
five minutes off my mile, six sizes off my clothing, and last camp
I was a team captain, and my team won the prize for the six -week
G.I. JERRY competition!!!!
Tina,
I'd never done anything athletic in my life, let alone being the
captain of a winning team!! And at graduation, my friends voted
me "Most Likely to Morph!" I was happy seeing the difference
in myself, but when I got that support and acknowledgment, it was
wonderful! One more thing I must tell you....during my first camp,
when I had a problem at home, you called me and left a message that
you cared, and left your home number and told me to call any time
I needed someone to talk to. It was such a loving and connected
thing for you to do with someone you had only met a few weeks before.
You are one of a kind, Tina, and I am very grateful to the Universe
to have you in my life! Keep up the good work, and I'll see you
at the next camp!! (and the next, and the next).
Oh...
and I'm also taking Karate classes now... I'm on a roll!!! (a low
fat roll with mustard!!! not mayo!!!).
Love,
- Corporal Suzie Kamins
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